Me......Mommy

Hello everybody=>
I am very busy this past few weeks for our room decor actually its not a decor about this coming season but before and after Room.We started to buy some new things in our room to make it a room a better room since carl is already 6 years old i have to say bye bye to those bottles,milk,wet bed and stinks smell of those diapers...Oh well until we finished the final transformation ill post some pictures of it as soon as possible i am willing to open our simple room for everybody and i want you to comment.Since then we never buy an expensive things just fix those old and paint that suits.I just organize those little papers of my bagets from Quizes,Unit test,Quarter test,Drawings that he done all were all set to go to the nearest Book binding shop for a memorable keepsake to our little one.Its nice to rember all things that really fascinated us.I love remebering those old days when carl was a little boy i am very much fond of special memory.I started collecting what he done almost everyday pictures first cut of hair,nails,footprint,everything.I already finished all those pictures and special memory when he turns One (1). Really!
A long time ago since i got preggy to carl i gave up using the name Malou on my birthcertificate and just started to referring to myself as MAMA.As in:
"Hey baby give mama a kiss"
"let me see what part really hurts"
or " Rate me 1-10 how much the pain is"
I knew to myself what is my real name so when i study to some Exclusive Girls school
My classmates greet me not really mentioning my name but

Hello Mommy
Gud morning Mommy

Even our dog i heard he was calling me Mommy too....
I may not have the real name,but you know who i am.Theres a big trash can in our room and every time i clean the house i have many pockets just to make sure that whenever i clean the house evry thing are all good and no little papers and little drawings or iether any tapes on the wall that i really dont know what exactly that means a drawing of carl,or sometimes a a note.Believe it or not i need to pay our electric bill when its my turn and paid actually what i bring is carls drawing of some cartoons =>
My prayers are often frantic and generally specific ( Lord please help my child throw up in those little piece of paper bucket and not on the wall.At times i pray to be made invisible during PTA meetings when they need someone to.I wash my son faces with spit and my thumb.I have 8 eyes on the back of my head just like at the movie Monster Inc.I have ears that can hear Cookies being eaten underneath the table.As i dreamed of a life that was not planned around nap time.I'm the one frightened voices call for in the middle of the night.I'm the one who changes wet sheets at three in the morning cooking Lunch for school getting ready with there breakfast when they wake up and most fervent pray-er,encourager of dreams and holder of hands.I am a tear wiper and boo boo kisser,You know i love my life.i love my role,i love who i am .I am a Mother,mom,wife.....