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Since i got married i need to move out to my husband home which is located at Tarlac to be exact (la paz) of course living with my in-laws are hard.We started our life us husband and wife and my son born there too.My husband did not finish yet he's college since we got married just like me too.Everybody calls us "immature".I was 19 just turn 20 that time & my husband is 22 then.I was pregnant that time with our first baby,some people are hard to please and i couldn't understand why,some are easy but they were stabbing us back.Being a teen mom that time was very hard i couldn't imagine why i made all that kind of stuff.All i wanted to happen to me that time is to be strong and accept what will be the cause.There were times that i just hide at the bathroon just to cry and comfort myself.I need to hide,hide hide & comfort,comfort comfort myself to ease the pain that i heard and see.I dont want to show that emotions to my husband so that it may not cause trouble to me and to them.I hide it and begin to sacrifice.I always said to myself that "I Love my husband and i married him so i need to love all her family......

And when i born my son CARL everybody change just like nothing happens i just embraces what is new and dump what's the past.I need to be patient and understand what is life all about.Life is full of challenges and i need to agree with it.Believing what is life makes me heal.

And a few years back that is the only time i need to confessed that to my husband he said to me: You know, i know that time there's something wrong.I feel that when you always look at me.And i am happy for you that you remain silence and did not argue my family it took you years before mentioning me that but i guess you heal and learn to forgive and sacrifice....I am glad your my wife i am not wrong for lovin you and marrying you.....After that i thank GOD for that the most for being my strength and my mom inspite of everything she teach me to be like her.I love you both...